the doctor said this when checking my heart beat during a full physical last week,
“your heart beat is beautiful.”
i raised my eyebrow and asked “and what is that supposed to mean?”
“it is loud, strong and precise.”
i don’t know why but that statement got to me. i felt like i didn’t feel as young, as strong and as alive as what my heartbeat says i should. just hearing that sentence out loud made me realized that i am so much more than what my mind tells me on a daily basis.