some people take their facebook games/applications very seriously. my sister is at her farmville everynight planting vegetables, i think.

anyway, i think my life is getting supremely boring, so i shall start playing cafe world.

i opened a cafe and syaiful is my service staff!!!

hahahaha!!!!

i have been craving for chocolate cakes since saturday morning.

i haven’t satisfied my craving.

i really really really feel like eating a chocolate cake from  awfullychocolate.

yummy.

i am intentionally slow when it comes to watching idol dramas. i only like to watch it when everyone else is done with it.

haha.

i’m watching the korean version now and i must say it’s so much better than the taiwan version. the japanese version was not attractive at all so i didn’t watch much of it.

i must say, lee min ho (joon-pyo) is so adorable/gorgeous.

from the japanese anime to the taiwan version, the moody boy who plays the violin has always been my favourite.

maybe age is catching up with me but damn, i’m all for the lee min ho’s character. i think his portrayal of the famous F4 leader is more endearing and sweet.

and if i had a boyfriend, i want him to be like joon-pyo and not ji-hoo.

wow…so it took me so many years to get over the attraction of emo boys like ji-hoo!

love it since i first heard it in year 2000.

this song always makes me feel like christmas.

year ends are always so romantically beautiful.

this year end i will be stuck in office rushing financial year end closing, i think. haha.

so i attended my very last pilates personal training yesterday. i feel a bit sad that i am unable to continue the classes because 1. i am financially strapped 2. i need to work weekends from this week onwards all the way until the year end is over. i can feel it in my bones it’s going to happen after talking to the biggest shot last week.

but i guess some things are meant to be because my personal trainer is returning to tokyo and not coming back in the foreseeable future. i adore my trainer and i feel a special connection with her. my heart swells with love when i see her because she is so caring and patient with me. (may tells me it’s because i paid her to be this loving towards me. haha.)

we both agreed to not put my last 10 sessions to waste by stopping it altogether so she has formulated some exercises for me to continue my pilates at home. i have the elastic band and the mini exercise ball. if i can actually discipline myself to doing it twice a week – i will go get the magic circle, the braided towel and the huge exercise ball.

that shall be my reward.

every wednesday evening and saturday morning.

i seriously wonder how the ill discipline me is going to get down to doing this every week.

syaiful!!! remind me ok!!!

i feel lousy.

i have 2 financial planner.

one is A, an ex colleague, another is B, a planner i got to know from a cold call some 3 weeks ago. the latter turned out to be somebody i knew very briefly 10 years ago. how cool is that. he doesn’t remember me though. haha.

so i signed up for a plan with B. A was abit surprised and asked me to cancel the plan i signed up for and go for another better plan instead.

it ended with A and B arguing and B wanting to talk to A’s manager last sunday.

i ended up sticking with B’s plan.

hmm.

wuthering heights by emily bronte is a frustrating read.

i’m only at chapter 18 and there is still 16 more chapters to go!

although it is frustrating, i am impressed that this story was written by a young girl because it is hard to imagine something this intense came from a girl who died at age 30, a year after the book was published.

after reading sparknotes, i am even more impressed after understanding the book better.

i am trying to move away from drx skincare products because i am going to move away from doing facials at the medispa because i have decided to indulge lesser in myself.

origins was highly recommended but i didn’t like the cleanser because it leaves a tight/film feeling on the skin after washing. a feeling which i do not really like.

i went on a search for a new skincare range to change to. headed to tangs and came cross Ren Skincare. jurlique caught my mind but it was too pricey so i decided to steer clear of that counter.

it was love at first sight for Ren Skincare. i like the simple packaging and hardly extensive range of products. i love the flowery stuff they used in their products. i’m a very lazy girl so i try to use as little things as possible. i got the cleanser and night moisturiser. if it works nicely, i will get the day moisturiser.

i tried the cleanser yesterday and i liked it!

later in the afternoon, i headed to bellapierre pushcart at suntec for mineral make up.  i’m extremely glad the salesperson was a nice local lady and not the aggressive caucasians whom i usually see manning the booth. the latter are extremely annoying. i was at the raffles city push cart to collect the primer i paid for at suntec and this was the first time i had some interaction with them and gosh, they made me feel uncomfortable and i was quite app. alled by the way they walk up to strangers and ask them questions.

what irritated me the most was their knowing eye contact when i had to wait for them to call up their colleagues to enquire about the availability of the primer. the eye contact reads “hey, sell her skincare and other products while she waits for the call.”

disgusting.

they looked unhappy when i told them i didn’t want any of it.

anyway, their colleagues at the wisma push cart didn’t take any of their calls. they said they’d call me back yesterday but they didn’t.

yikes.

thank goodness, the lady @ suntec left her number or else i will be so stranded!

is it me or apple earphones are one of the lousiest earphone out there?

gosh!

i’m on my 4th or 5th earphone already.

the latest one lasted barely 6 mths!!!

no matter how i look at it, the period after february 2010 seems like a more comfortable time for dell latitude to come into my life.

alas!

i guess syaiful was right when he said i need to atone for my sins.

i have told him to stuff me with movies so i have more reason to park myself at home and not wander the streets during the weekend.

so here comes weekends filled with bleach, gossip girl, home pilates and a whole lot of movies and books and perhaps, if my mood permits, work.

on a truly depressing note, i’m not signing up for another 10 sessions of PT pilates.

sighs.

stepping into a cd shop and browsing for cds to buy.

i am very tempted to buy tanya’s new album. sometimes, downloading music do great injustice to good music and tanya’s album happens to be one of those.

i feel nothing but an overwhelming sense of detachment from life and myself.

i cannot help but wonder if my soul is still there.