without you

without you, i feel naked and vulnerable,

without you, i don’t know what to do with myself,

without you, i am afraid and insecure.

i get overly conscious of my surroundings and then i get bored with myself.

 

without you, the journey seemed so long and quiet,

without you, i’d rather stay home than be out on my own,

without you, my thoughts come to a standstill.

i get uninspired and then i don’t know what to do with myself.

 

you don’t know how much i love you, need you and long for you,

i get out of my house, excitement in every step that i take,

because i know you will be by my side, all the way, till the end of day.

 

i wished i knew how to deal with your silence,

i run my fingers over you, i shake you, but you don’t wake up,

you lay there, lifeless and quiet, resisting my desperate attempts.

 

i don’t know why i put up with your stubbornness,

i don’t know why i can’t bear to replace you with someone else,

i don’t know why you love going into an 8 hour coma,

before waking up and pulling me into your arms again.

 

 

 

i love you ipod, don’t die on me so often.